Thursday, October 7, 2010


Just do it. There are times when you have to go through hardships because life isn’t fair enough for it to be relax all the time. Actually, going through hardships are good because from those you learn something new and realize what you haven’t, even though it is very scary at the moment. I lived in this world for 15 years, I am still young right now, but I have gone through few fearful moments.  Even though I didn’t want to go through, since I had to do I just did it. I am a type of person who really gets shy, embarrassed when I speak in front of people. Every time when I have to do, my heart beat fast 5 times faster and I barely can think, and maybe in worst case, I might cry. There was time when I had to speak in front of class. You might think speaking in class is not a big thing, but for me, it is a huge thing. Anyways, we had to speech in class, so I was praying not to be first, but then unfortunately I became the first. As my name was called, I couldn’t calm my self, but was in haste and was whining and complaining to teacher that I didn’t want to go first.  Later I decided to think positively. I thought to myself that since I need to go anyways, lets just go first and finish fast, and lets relax. After I thought differently instead of thinking in negative way, with courage I went up first and did my speech. The moment when I was doing my speech was frustrated and nervous; I just did it because I knew I wouldn’t die, even though it was fearful thing to do. 

Sunday, October 3, 2010

I need Food

Year past, nothing has changed. Like a typically, I hear my children shouting out for hunger, "Give me food!". I can't believe we aren't dead, I would rather die instead of living in a worthless world. Each day I ask the question "Why am I responsible with every single thing that I can't even rest, but needs to work two times harder than others?", and starts the day off.
Passing through the rusty road with bear feet, my breath polluted air and walk around to look for foods that I can find. My children's, whining for foods, I really wanted to tape their mouth, but having responsible of mother's job, I decided to ignore it. While walking through the venture I had to rest for a while, so I decided to seat on the rock which caught my mind. The rock was humongous and looked which it seems from the ancient time what people preys for their idol. I looked around and found one small door that had been opened, so I went in. It was surprising that there was a door inside the rock and inside, there was a path. There were long stairs which looked like a snake, I had hope that if I walk along the stairs then there will be precious thing that would satisfy me. Walked all the way...
It has been about 3 hours that I walk along the stairs, but saw nothing. Still I didn't lose hope and kept on walking along the stair. At last I saw a note that somebody has written. It said "Good effort, but I took everything, sorry..." After, I lost all my hope and had no energy to go back up the stairs, so I slept inside the rock and didn't mind whether I die or not.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Help ME, you guys are misunderstanding...

To the 3 pigs:

I understand the fact that you got scared of me since I am wolf, but my purpose of you guys weren't to eat you, but to ask a favor. I was trying not to go to you guys but since I, actually my family is in big desperate of getting food, I went to ask you guys for foods that you can support us. Since you are pigs, I believe you guys will have most foods among other animals. I will tell you specifically the reason why we are in desperate of finding foods.
It was about 1 year ago, our family left our shelter for 3 days to wolf's clan meeting. Each year, all wolves meet in a meeting where they can discuss about hunting preys better than hyena because, wolf and hyena are competing. Since it was just a meeting we left all our belonging and left our home. After we came back from the meeting all our stuffs have been stolen and our shelter has been disaster where we only found a foot steps of hyena. Even though we are stronger than them, they are really cunning,  which we can barely find them. Our whole family got mad, so we decided to find hyena and get our things back. It has been 5 month that we wonder to find them, we only ate foods on the ground and water from the rain. Since we couldn't eat any nutrition, potential foods like meat, we are rarely walking around. Among our family I am the youngest, so I have the strength left among our family, so I came to you guys to find last hope. I am really sorry that I scared you, but after you read this letter, I wish you can understand my will and help me. I promise you that if you help me then I will help you whenever you need my protection or any help that I can support. Promise in a wolf's name.
Lastly, I am sorry again if I scared you, but tomorrow I will go to you guys again for foods, so don't be scared please. Also, I am sorry again for the house that I broke, if you need help I will help you for building stronger and better house. See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Where I am From....

I am from Heaven,
Where God has sent me to Earth.
My life started from my mother's womb,
Started to see the world with my two eyes.

I am from my parents advise,
Develop myself and learn from them.
I am from my life experiences,
It always reveal who I am and change me.

I am from sinful nature,
Who always commit bad things; lie, steal, bully, curse
But my life is from God's Love,
My sin gets forgiven and always get chances to fix my problems.

Have plenty of time to figure where I am still From,
more way to go for a place or time where I am from.
But I know one thing that I am from Life of God,
who wants me to live the way he shows and I will