Just do it. There are times when you have to go through hardships because life isn’t fair enough for it to be relax all the time. Actually, going through hardships are good because from those you learn something new and realize what you haven’t, even though it is very scary at the moment. I lived in this world for 15 years, I am still young right now, but I have gone through few fearful moments.  Even though I didn’t want to go through, since I had to do I just did it. I am a type of person who really gets shy, embarrassed when I speak in front of people. Every time when I have to do, my heart beat fast 5 times faster and I barely can think, and maybe in worst case, I might cry. There was time when I had to speak in front of class. You might think speaking in class is not a big thing, but for me, it is a huge thing. Anyways, we had to speech in class, so I was praying not to be first, but then unfortunately I became the first. As my name was called, I couldn’t calm my self, but was in haste and was whining and complaining to teacher that I didn’t want to go first.  Later I decided to think positively. I thought to myself that since I need to go anyways, lets just go first and finish fast, and lets relax. After I thought differently instead of thinking in negative way, with courage I went up first and did my speech. The moment when I was doing my speech was frustrated and nervous; I just did it because I knew I wouldn’t die, even though it was fearful thing to do. 

I need Food

Year past, nothing has changed. Like a typically, I hear my children shouting out for hunger, "Give me food!". I can't believe we aren't dead, I would rather die instead of living in a worthless world. Each day I ask the question "Why am I responsible with every single thing that I can't even rest, but needs to work two times harder than others?", and starts the day off.
Passing through the rusty road with bear feet, my breath polluted air and walk around to look for foods that I can find. My children's, whining for foods, I really wanted to tape their mouth, but having responsible of mother's job, I decided to ignore it. While walking through the venture I had to rest for a while, so I decided to seat on the rock which caught my mind. The rock was humongous and looked which it seems from the ancient time what people preys for their idol. I looked around and found one small door that had been opened, so I went in. It was surprising that there was a door inside the rock and inside, there was a path. There were long stairs which looked like a snake, I had hope that if I walk along the stairs then there will be precious thing that would satisfy me. Walked all the way...
It has been about 3 hours that I walk along the stairs, but saw nothing. Still I didn't lose hope and kept on walking along the stair. At last I saw a note that somebody has written. It said "Good effort, but I took everything, sorry..." After, I lost all my hope and had no energy to go back up the stairs, so I slept inside the rock and didn't mind whether I die or not.